forgot who I was...
Was I ever..
RAin wash me clean...
Remind me, make me, please just take me.
Waves crashing, all around its thrashing.
Life is never fair.
Stuck,feeling the air being sucked away from me
Turn it inside, pull it outside.
I am better than I once was?
Once I was better.
Pills are happy, but still I lay blue.
It makes no sense to me to be this way.
Just say I am dreaming
Just wake me, break me
Life is passing by without skipping
No repeats, no redos.
Why is so hard to feel so isolated
Surrounded, just drowning
I miss me, stuck just wishing for a clear day
Wanting to run, wanting to want anything
Just waiting, screaming in silence.
But it never seems to end
Where has the light gone?