A Song

A song
its the light in the dark
We're busy making wishes
Hanging the moon
Making promises
On stars that all fall down
Planning a future on a tomorrow
That may never come
But my heart never fears the unknown
Its happy and content
With what today brings
Maybe there is an ending
Maybe we're just playing pretend
Somehow its always been you and me
Even before we met
The paths were always meant to cross
Here's a toast to us
And the years ahead
And the places we've been
Love draws us in
Makes us closer than friends
Even when we don't mean to hurt
Bending doesn't mean we always break
We'll move on
Keeping our hearts joined through the tears
Building us up from the ground
Strengthening with each blow
I promise through these years
I'll never disappear
I will stand by your side
For better or worse
My love for life

Attached to the thoughts
Running through my head
Troubles they may come
And they may go
Stories of who I used to be
I only wish I could recall
All that time I lost
I'd like to meet the thief
who stole it away
Perhaps I remember it incorrectly
Painting myself in new lights
While others look on
Judging my actions
Feeling free never felt so confined
It came at every cost
Except my heart
That piece I managed to save
I've been dragged through hell
Wild to my soul
Rough around my edges
The stares bounce off
I laugh at the thought
You all say you know me
But what you don't see
There is a tender side
That no one really ever knew
Tough I stand
hardened through the years
Disappointing others
I just kept rolling on
Saving the best part just for me
I can't take back what I've done
I can't get back the things I've lost
Everyday is a new start
A chance to make things right again

Lies

Don't be yourself
just to be with me
foundation on lies
crumble to easily
turning to dust in my hand
leaving me always wondering
what you have up your sleeve
Feel free when your with me
Let my hair flow gently in the breeze
walking next to you
Confident there are no lies between us
Honesty builds the trust
that takes us to new levels
Without this no love can exist
Molding us into empty shells
Just feelings tattered by simple words
Fractions of us
Blinded by small motions
Always taking them for granted
Feeling all these damages emotionally
Pushing you and all them away
I stand guard, with nothing left to prove
Standing,pouring myself out into your hands
Just seeping through these sands of time
Burying myself deeper
Reminders all to close to my heart
Always looking for a fresh start
Hoping I can make the right turn
That will get us back to the beginning
So we may start over
Not holding back
Leaving no regrets

Beneath My Dreams

Rain on my windowpane
Like Shattered and forgotten dreams
To many to count
We are ever soaring
Just reaching higher
The cracking lightening
Casting shadows on my walls
Snapping me back to reality
Uncovering secret desires
Stirring the dying fires
Bracing my soul
For the impact that will rock me to my core
In the eye of the storm
Where my heart belongs
Calm and warm
I'm not cut out for this life
Always guessing
So busy questioning
I can't help but to do the opposite
Its safe no one will be expecting it
I know I should bow out
Find my exit
But I can't
I keep grasping for straws
One must hold the key
The answers to it all
Maybe I've held on to tight
Damaging the things that were out of my sight
Only now coming into focus
It wasn't just my dreams redirected

Let it be this way

Shaking my heart leaving me full of fear
I miss you, wish you would come along
This journey is lonely
I know everyone underestimates us
It must make them all hate us
Keeps them talking behind our backs
Just wish you would catch me
keep me from falling
Head over heels for you
Come to me take this pain away
Its heaven in your arms
Making me happy being somewhere
Anywhere with you
Lost in this dream state
I'm going to carry you around with me
In my head, In my heart
I'll wear you around my finger
Keeping you close to me wherever I go
While we keep growing older
Rocking chairs in all, watching children grow
I won't miss a moment of your life
I wouldn't trade it for anything
I'd never give up even when there is no fight left
But my heart is true, left only for you
All I want to do is to make you happy
To make you mine forever
Everything involves you
without you I'd break in two
I'd loose control
All I want to do is lay here with you
Dream the days away
Floating high on these feeling
Every moment counts
Telling time by these
I just always hope nothing ever changes
Let us remain this way forever
Let it always be this good

Drink Up

Lie to me
Break the tie that binds
Easily distracted
By passerby
Watching this self destruction
Unable to bring the light to surface
Blinded by confusion
Its only just moments of self doubt
Unaware by the complications
They mix so well on the rocks
Staring through this glass
Seeing you sideways
Its not always as it seems
Blurred, nonfunctional
Distance isn't enough
Looking out into this mess
Its just an other's view
these feeling won't go away
They linger on
While sipping on regret
Misjudgment creeps up on me
Wondering why I keep on waiting
When did my dreams go missing
Lounge music echoes in the background
Taking over this smoke filled air
I can't keep giving up on me
Drunk off the bitterness that ran over
Leaving me Hungover and unable to lift myself
Off this floor again

My Poem to You

These words I hold are true
In your eyes I can't ever lie
Chances we've taken have lead us here
Young love, I want to grow old with you
Getting through my day
Waiting till the next moment I am with you
You make me smile with a passing thought
These  walls you've made into a home
And I am happy just being with you
I love laughing till I cry
Laying on the couch snuggled under your arm
The smell you leave on your pillow
The way you say my name
Life has been so full
You were unexpected
But exactly what I needed
We were made for one another
In this whole world we found each other
My soul mate, my best friend
You are everything I never knew I wanted
And here we are sharing our future
Hand in hand
We've created a life together
You let me pick the music
Listen to me sing loudly and out of tune
Smile when I pout
You would give me the moon the stars
And everything in between
In exchange for nothing
But you know I would do anything
To see you smile to hear you laugh
To know that my heart belongs to you
As the years pass I love to look back
see the path we've paved
see how far we've come
And I am just thankful to wake next to you
Each and everyday

Lost Spaces

Drifting into those lost spaces
Burning time like we have extra
looking to the sky
But it just comes tumbling down
Seeping through your hands
Just falling into the places in between
Its like being reborn
Without a new soul
We just hang on
Trying to make small changes
Hoping for better outcomes
We test limits
Breaking laws bending rules
Young still at heart
While bones ache, we push time
Challenging this life
Not giving into to the eternal sleep
Loved ones cling to your skin
But you feel like just the shell
Of the person that once stood here
Earth becomes quick sand under foot
And your heart turns to stone
Wishing for those lost hours back
Knowing you're to late
You spend your days watching seconds tick by
Wishing to feel brand new again
To start fresh
The ones that matter have come and passed
And you know you will soon
Joining them once again
So goes this circle of life